Save the World

still can't believe it ... don't want to believe it, but must. notes? they found notes? No ... I don't believe it. Misunderstandings? It's got to be ... to love the Lord and lose all hope ... just doesn't make sense ... to tell about hope, but not find it yourself ... i don't get it.


He plays a part, the happy kid,
He's got a smile on his face.
He's the one that's there to comfort friends,
And believes what he says.

But inside ..
A battle is raging ..
And inside ...
His heart is aching.

Could we have saved him?
Could we have known what he felt?
Could we have helped him?
Been there to show him that
The one that he knew
Could save the world ...
Could save him, too.

She comes to school all dressed in black,
She hides the cuts on her arm.
As she pastes on her brave face,
She tells herself, 'It won't be long,'

'Cause inside ...
Satan is using,
His tricks and lies,
Her heart he's abusing.

Could we have saved her?
Should we have known what she felt?
Couldn't we have helped her?
Been there to tell her that
The one that we know
Can save the world ...
Can save her, too.




no end part yet .. i've got to fit it to music first ... somehow ... if possible .. but writing helps me clear things up in my head ...

When it rains ... it may pour ... but the SON will shine again.

MonicaDee <3

When it rains ..... it pours ???

Why does it have to POUR b4 it gets clearer?

I'm sitting here wondering why life has to get SO complicated and so pain-filled b4 we can see the sun again. Sure, we see the SON through the pain and the tears .. but to see a bright future .. to see a happy ending, is so hard. Through grief over losing a loved one or grief over knowing a loved one may be lost while they were still unsaved ... it's grief that clouds our vision from seeing the Sun. It's the circumstances of life that try to tear at our hope.

BUT NO! I shall put my trust in my Savior, my God, knowing He sees my pain and everyone else's, knowing the FUTURE is in HIS hands. And knowing that as long as I keep watching the SON ... the Sun will shine again.

MonicaDee <3

I will praise You in this storm,
And I will lift my hands.
You are who You are,
NO MATTER WHERE I AM!
EVERY tear I cry,
You HOLD in Your hand ...

And though my heart is torn ...
I WILL praise YOU in this storm ...